Weight this Morning: 175lbs
Goal Weight: 140lbs
Mood: Annoyed
This morning is the reason why you are not supposed to weigh yourself everyday. I ate well yesterday and exercised extra hard yesterday but instead of being 173 as I had hoped I'm up to 175. Now I know enough to understand that I'm probably either retaining water or building muscle but emotionally I had a split second thought of "What's the point?!?!" I realize how silly I'm being but I have been insecure about my weight for so long that I feel like if I dont lose it all by the end of this year that I'm going to be fat forever.
Rebekah was finally in bed by 10pm yesterday...with everything that has been going on this is actually a good thing even though it sounds ridiculous. I cant wait to get her back on a normal sleep schedule again. Other than the fact she needs a regular sleep pattern, it's sad when my bedtime is earlier than hers! Insert rolling of the eyes from Jacob who feels like I have an inability to stay up past 8pm. :)
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